Saturday, September 02, 2006 - 03:42 am, by: Katrina Bruns(Katrina)
I'll stick with trying for a Toyota Solara.... someday As for guys.. I really didnt want this one to go. but last night I just asked what he was up to for his Friday night? And his response "your just a friend, you don't need to know" ,, even small stuff like that just hurts.. especially when he hung up on me and woudnt answer his phone when I called back
Saturday, September 02, 2006 - 11:04 am, by: Katrina Bruns(Katrina)
I know Peter.. worst part is, I still love him. Only thing I can say is love is an emotion, not a piece of paper you crumple up and throw away when your done. I'm going to love him.. just the way it is. But trust him in that aspect.. that I will never say again. I did once, he betrayed me enough.. even when I explained it to him in blunt terms as I could everything I saw, understood and how I interpretted everything. He must not have read a thing or heard a thing I said when I poured my heart out. I left it as barely friends who still talk.. and it was I dunno.. I dont want to say a mistake.. but maybe I should have re-thought what the after effects would have been with everything. Ugh.. I dunno, I'll be confused on this for a while. But I will love him... its just the way its going to be.
Sunday, September 03, 2006 - 03:22 am, by: Katrina Bruns(Katrina)
Ugh.. I wish I had something new to say.. but I'm just still here.
Back on original subject.. Ally's heart check up is coming up.. the doc will tell me yeh or nah whether she has to go back in for her surgery with that posket of fluid... She better not!! I dont wanna be freaked out again Sounds stupid huh
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 - 02:55 pm, by: Katrina Bruns(Katrina)
Nope, I'm waiting on the authorization from her insurance for the go ahead. Until then I can't... but on a postive note.. she is doing really good. Beating her brother up on a regular basis and causing just as much havoc as before Makes me proud to call her my daughter!! I got the call from the insurance saying the authorization is in process.. so should be soon. I am beginning to think that pocket of fluid really isn't affecting her.. atleast not right now. Long term effects are a possibility, but before i jump and freak.. I'll wait.
Thursday, September 14, 2006 - 10:05 am, by: Katrina Bruns(Katrina)
Yes it is.. wish I would have had one to beat upon.. but alas I was an only child. I always wanted someone to grow up with.. but I ended up hanging out with old ppl helping my grand parents and parents with whatever.. growing up in a neighbor hood with lack of kids didnt help either.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - 01:45 pm, by: Katrina Bruns(Katrina)
Hi everyone.. update. I haven't been on the forum much being things have kicked into high gear for strss level. OK.. First of all the main news.. I took Ally to the pediatric cardiologist.. her heart is doing ok.. but she isn't out of the clear yet. She has not gained ANY weight on her since her surgery. Not one single solitary pound in 2 months... so we get to go back yet AGAIN .. and as soon as the insurance clears her for authorization we get to do the fun testing again for blood, echocardiogram blah blah.
On the up side, I know this really is selfish. I found a new guy, onw who doesnt hold my kids or anything in my past against me.. likes my kids.. so far has a bright start.,.. so with that in mind... I do not have to stress over Kip, the ex fiancee and Matt the ex husband...
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - 01:55 pm, by: Luke Nieuwhof(Luke_nieuwhof)
Thanks for the update Katrina. That is weird though I was just about to post something about where you had gone, I mis-spelled Burns and remembers this thread hahaha. Hope everything picks up.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - 03:21 pm, by: Lew Radbourn(Marlew)
Kat; Mate there is a bright side to Ally not gaining weight *at least she hasn't lost any* when that starts happening then you can start stressin out heaps
the other side Glad to see you didn't take any more crap and moved on. Live it up, don't look back, take every day as it comes and enjoy it.
Don Bagnall Moderator New Zealand I have WAY less Soarers than Hayden :-(
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 - 07:20 am, by: Katrina Bruns(Katrina)
I'm working on it.. and guys, you are welcome to e-mail me at Saxi27@yahoo.com whenever you'd like.. or if your on msn messenger.. I'm Saxykatt@hotmail.com Since I dont get on here to much